sigh
its happening again.
what I said I didn't want to happen again.
sometimes I wonder if it was like that from the start.
and as usual I have too much pride
I'm stubborn and selfish
I don't look or seem like the kind who has problems expressing myself.
I can type it out perfectly fine.
but actually saying it is difficult
I wonder, if its because it makes it all too real
I probably never really believed myself.
I wonder if I've ever felt anything since a long time ago
its cold inside here
where I think
if everyone demanded as much attention back from me, I would probably have no friends left.
and nope,
I really don't open up to people.
not at all.
there are a million things I might have to say
but silence is much easier
writing in circles
unraveling myself
when I finally have enough courage
no one's listening anymore
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