I really shouldn't blog this often.

there's always something wrong when I blog often, because 1. there's nothing to preoccupy me usefully in real life hence the boredom 2. I'm -really- preoccupied by things in real life hence the escapism

hell, I don't even blog when I'm really bored!

colorgenics.

You seem to be trying to sweep aside the situations [like my impeding doom, the exam tomorrow!!!] (and maybe the people) that you feel are standing in your way. You are impulsive and apt to follow these impulses seeking to be involved in special or exciting happenings. In this way you hope to deaden the intensity of your conflicts, but your impulsive behaviour is leading you to take some unnecessary risks. Back down a little and remember 'more haste - less speed'.

Your situation is such that at this time it is essential that you resolve your inherent problems immediately.[yes like finish studying.] You are not listening nor taking heed from your many friends and advisers,[because I'm still typing this] all of which believe it or not, 'wish you well'. Most of your colleagues feel that your attitude is out of context - an attitude of recklessness and desperation. It is imperative that some solution be found, but whatever you do, think before you act.

You give the impression that you are a self-sufficient individual, pretending that you are stoical - indifferent to pain or pleasure. But this is not so, for in truth you are an extremely emotional person, one that may make hasty decisions and perhaps repent at leisure.[oh yea] It is time now perhaps to break the bond of detachment and become the real 'you' - the you that you would like to be.

Your inherent powers and perseverance are in danger of being overwhelmed by excessive stress. You have a great deal of resilience which is being overtaxed by the continued attempt to overcome existing difficulties but you are sticking to your objectives in spite of the intolerable pressure. [studystudystudy] After considerable reflection you believe that it is impossible to reverse the situation and so you would truly like to be free of it altogether.[thanksgiving break!!!]

The tensions that you are trying to cope with are a result of conditions which are really beyond your control. As a consequence of this almost impossible situation and not being able to get your own way, you are subjected to frustration and almost ungovernable anger. [no not really]You are trying to remedy the situation but the stress that you are experiencing is making the situation even worse.[this is making it worse, yes I agree] You feel so inadequate that you are not quite sure which way to turn. A good suggestion would to be to try to relieve the stress and anxiety by participating in some very active physical activity which will relieve your tension.[gym tomorrow! yes]



ah yes I'm neurotic.

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