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this is what I hate to the damn core about new blogger - having to type my WHOLE email address in order to sign in. like, what the fuck, mate? what the hell is wrong with you? <_< no seriously, little things like this I just don't get. perhaps I just hate change.

angry angry angry but I shouldn't be so angry. bah~

I should be glad, grateful and everything sensible. but I'm not. and this blog is just where I take it all out, that childish, ignorant edge. where I wish it would all go away, but it doesn't, instead solidifying itself into worlds for all eyes to see and minds to read.


greaaaaaaatt.

be grateful, be thankful, be appreciative of my chances and stop being such a bitch. rawRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

always feels like I'm overlooking something, forgetting something important that I wanted to do, that I set out to do, and I feel blind. all the cheerful, happy, optimistic things seem to vanish quicker than anything. stop angsting around, procrastinating, shirking, just stop being so wishy-washy. stop being angry!!!




wake up wake up wake up
what's wrong with you
I should never let emotions take over me, especially not anger.
I have so many chances ahead, so many futures, but which one do I actually want?




























and that drives me crazy.
absolutely crazy.


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