what will be the death of me?

according to the interviewer, perfectionism is a
terrible flaw.



*stabs self*



*revives*
stupidchattytalk. oh well, I think its the iced raspberry white mocha talking through my fingers. I suspect that would be the death of me instead, by busting through my waistline. right. can't that fat just attach itself to something more flattering? damn vanity. oh well!



for experience, I definitely need to think of more things to say before an interview, to make myself feel better instead of doing that bit of shifty eyes. hope that didn't leave a bad impression, but I remembered to breathe and talk slowly and articulate my words correctly... surely I felt more nervous for my English O level oral exams than this... look them in the eyes... engage the examiner... sigh.



I miss Miss Ong.
old dreams and wise words.
so where am I standing in life now?

because I said to myself I need more introspection.

hmmm

number one way to make myself feel better when I have a headache.




drink cold milk with coffee.

ding.

caffiene.


gnarghhhgnarrrghhhgnarrrghhhh.
I need to stop procrastinating!
I have a flaw, and that is not being able to feel the urgency when I need to...
also known as too damn much procrastination and not enough self control.



erks. well. I did something funny to my creaturetwo subwoofer - I tied my red bandana around it burgler-style. you know, when you read doraemon they occasionally have these snoops with a bandana over their face. I wonder how they do it in real life. it hangs across the ears and the nose? great way to keep my spectacles un-lost... the pig the-boyfriend gave me to function as a specs holder is absolutely of no use *stabs* on the other hand, sheepiggy is a great comfort at night...



random deviations and tangent planes. hur.


-*

reference.

meh.
this is obviously for my own reference and makes no sense to anyone else, but a blog seems awfully convenient to store stuff like lyrics. haha

oh well!
name amuro's Space of Hip Hop 05 concert tracklist:

Tracklist:
01. OPENING
02 Queen of Hip-Pop
03. WANT, WANT ME
04. WoWa
05. I Wanna Show You My Love
06. GIRL TALK
07. the SPEED STAR
08. My Darling
09. Ups & Downs
10. Violet Sauce
11. ALL FOR YOU
12. Don't wanna cry
13. ALARM
14. Body feels EXIT
15. shine more
16. SO CRAZY
17. LOVE 2000
18. Introducing the Band
19. You're my sunshine
20. Chase the Chance
21. Say the word
22. No
23. Put 'Em Up
24. CAN YOU CELEBRATE
25. White Light
26. Introducing the Dancers
27. I Love You
28. ENDING




i really do like singers who look and sound so... er... i sing for myself and everyone else out there kind of feeling. oh well!

dreaming I was dreaming

http://annimin.mypersonality.info/


somethings don't change so much over time, eh.

ermm... here I am on a bad day.

oh dear I love dark chocolate m&ms.
I'm hoarding candy.
I'm such a glutton. *stresses out*
I don't want to kill my neurons faster than they have to die!!!
I want my muscle cells to become saintly and regenerate on their own!
please don't atrophy on me!
don't give me negative entropy or Gibbing around, please.
and what the FUCK is this math??? F-dot-deeARR you!!!


-geeks out-

hyding

the seems like the coolest person on teh web ever. megchan!

horizon

I yearn for the distant other side of the mirage
My cracked heart is longing so much it hurts

If I were held as if in a cradle
I wouldn't need anything else

Next thing I realized, I was in an endless desert
My torn mind screamed
I look up, my eyes seeking the sky
And shoot the bright arrows til the last one is gone

If I happened upon calm days
I'd like to awaken and think, "It was all a dream"

How long have I waited for you?
There's nothing left here but pain

The light's so bright it hurts my eyes
My frozen heart is burning
I look up, my eyes seeking the sky
And shoot the bright arrows til the last one is gone

Pierced...
Trailing barbed wire that twines around me the more I struggle
I grasp tomorrow

Horizons rise here in my eyes
A sound of silence calls
But in my heart, a distant hope
Is mine forever more
I look up, my eyes seeking the sky
Shoot the bright arrows til the last one is gone!