surprise, surprise.

the wonders of being caffeinated and stressed out over writing english essays.

i have just owned mc in tetris. bwuahahahahhahahaa!!!
sweet dreams!!! :3

aching and aching and trying to sort through my befuddled mind for how to conclude.
sigh.


otherwise, life is good. the weather is fantastic.
dorm food still sucks, but who cares.

two weeks of sheer hell ahead!
heads up, smile.


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colours

spring smells good.
the air smells of rain, it smells of the earth and spice of life.


ah, and time is wasting while I live the life of a "good" student.
I do miss JC life. sounds of guitars, studying out in the open air, invisible fish!
I want to sit in the damp night air and chill.


oh well. I shall try to look forward to tomorrow, tomorrow and tomorrow.
it never does truly end.

tomorrow freshies are having chill out ice cream session and I'm excited.
and so many thing to do. bleh...




sigh.
heads up, smile.

oh, freak.

meh, koopheee cat.

nutty nuts

spending a moment to sitting here with my back against this cold wall, looking out at the diag from mason hall, I observed a white-haired woman throw nuts to the squirrels.
now I know how they got so damn fat.
and so horribly cute.
ahhhhhhh. them lure of the squirrels. sneaky cute things.
it made me have one of those random stupid moments - I wanna hug that squirrel.
like, whatever?

why do I care?

picked up a meme from a friend.

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1. What is your occupation?
student ._.

2. Do you like banana sandwiches?

perhaps with peanut butter. or without the bread.

3. What are you listening to right now?
Up To You - Luna Sea

4. What was the last thing you ate?
drank some apple juice. does it count?

5. Do you wish on stars?
I wish I could get on them. maybe. I usually think they are so pretty amazing I forget about wishing most of the time.

6. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?
red.

7. How is the weather right now?
I hope its still clear.

8. Last person you spoke to on the phone?
mc.

9. Do you like the person who sent this to you?
oh hell yea. enough to rip it off her blog.

10. How old are you today?
19. still.

12. Favorite sport to watch?
pretty hyde dancing behind the mic?

13. Have you ever dyed your hair?
yep. twice.

14. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
contacts.

15. Pets?
I had rabbits.

16. Favorite month?
May.

17. Favorite food?
erm. don't know. I like fish.

18. What was the last movie you watched?
Stranger Than Fiction. I think. it's been a while

19. Favorite day of the year?
none.

20. What do you do to vent anger?
bite someone. something. sometimes cry.

21. What was your favorite toy as a child?
toys... I destroyed Barbies out of sheer boredom. perhaps my rollerblades.

22. Fall or Spring?
Spring.

23. Hugs or kisses?
snuggles, rather. ok, hugs.

24. Cherry or Blueberry?
strawberries dipped in chocolate please.

25. Do you want your friends to email you back?
I might need to mail them in the first place.

26. Who is most likely to respond?
do you care?

27. Who is least likely to respond?
do I care??

28. Living arrangements?
close to the ceiling.

29. When was the last time you cried?
yesterday reading an essay a classmate wrote.

30. What is on the floor of your closet?
perhaps a rainbow scarf.

you don't want to know what's on the floor of the real one, do you?

31. Who is the friend you have had the longest?
karen chan sum yee you stupid bitch!!! <3>

32. What did you do last night?
peer critique essays. shut up, my life IS boring.

33. What are you afraid of?
fear. sloth. procrastination.

35. Plain, cheese or spicy hamburgers?
cheese. do you care???

36. Favorite car?
a chocolate one I could eat. puh-lease. not into cars.

37. Favorite dog breed?
I like cats. okok. I hate terriers. what did you say? fine. those golden thingies.

38. Number of keys on your key ring?
not enough for a Kingdom. three.

39. How many years at your current job?
-shrugs-

40. Favorite day of the week?
saturday.

41. How many states/provinces have you lived in?
just michigan. and guangzhou. I think.

42. How many cities have you lived in?
what?!? babies can't count.

why do I care?

maybe cos I'm bored.

smexy hyde croons from my wallpaper.

*swoons*

happy belated birthday. I promise to get you some St. Pats Day paraphernalia. go green.

apple juice

I notice that this blog has become yet another blog that I only bother to vent my angst on when I'm feeling like crap and I don't know why. usually pms. haha.



oh well. I'm not depressed, or angsty all the damn time. just because my blog might be. hopefully, I will bother to write more happy stuff. I'm not too inspired to type out my thoughts, chronicle my life story, even though I believe it would be a good thing if I kept a diary. but certainly not a virtual one.


another angsty post up for grabs! not really bah?


its two months more till I go back to singapore, six months since I've arrived here in ann arbor. freshman year is almost over. the year seems shorter than usual, and JC seems a looonggg way back. weeks of morning classes that I doze in are non existent! which is probably a good sign if I would stop SLEEPING in that goddamned genetics class. biology still gets me.

ok. my point is. IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I GOT HERE!!!
I have met many people left right center, gone to many different places, spent alot of money T_T that was not mine, taken classes of crazy and boring stuff, hell yea.
what friendships have I made that I am really happy for?
what things have happened that I really did learn from?
what are the things I have that I should but am not grateful for?















mmm.


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